Hephaesta (NSFW)

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What she's doing for me

My personal early trauma is about my fear to destroy everything around me. Destroying relations I’m into, hurting someone (emotionally rather than physically). This has nothing to do with reality and is but an artifact of my personal history. But it forces me to always restrict myself, to stop from expressing, revealing my nature. I see it in the way I speak, walk, make love, dance, do projects, draw. Take any aspect of me, it’s like that.

I cannot take away that fear, I keep feeling it interacting with others. This is so deep! What I do tho, what I learn is letting the fear be and yet act. I don’t let it stop me. With that fear, I learn to bear my power.

I cannot annihilate the fear, I can do nothing with it. But this girl version of Hephaestus can reforge the sword of my fear, which pierces my heart, into something different. I wonder what she’s making actually :)

And she can withstand me, with all my power. Now you know how my invulnerability kink works: my heroines are just strong enough not to break under my power, but to feel the good side of it and to welcome it.